Should I run away from home?

It seems like my world is pretty much upside down!!! Today I was about to run away so i called my friends but they rn't vry good convincers so i called two of my family friends because they seem like my 2nd pair of perfect parents and they convinced me tht i shouldn't run away because she "the wife" said she tried it before and it was horrible and that she went home that day. She promised to get me 2 moro to keep me from leaving and she told me to stay in my room and keep busy which i am since im doing this and cleaning my room lolz...... Also she told me to think about and read the story of the proticle son out of my bible I was going 2 run away bcuz of my parents and I really don't wanna stay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 This is one of the 1sty times in my life tht I was actually really serious about leaving!!! I packed 3 knies, under garments, socks, a sleeping bag ,my bible, my math book , my science book, my drawing book, a book to read, pencils, pens, clothes, jamies, my diary, tooth brush, wash cloth, soap, sanitary things ( deoderant & sanitizer, plus baby wipes ) also food and money and gift cards and pictures.... I really wrote good bye notes and I had planned to leave for 1 week come back fri. 2 go to church on Sat. then wash my stuff then leave another week and do the same thing. I thought about it all last night and I knew with all my heart tht it wasn't logical but my feelings said differently. I would leave 4 ever but i wanna go to school 2 get an education and go 2 college to become a doctor and i would miss ppl and must of all i would worry about my family, waht they would do, and their health!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So please give me some advice because I have my heavenly Father but I also REALLY NEED human help, advice, and affection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also I am a 13 year old girl!!! :P